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mysterious gender...
Aug. 28th, 2024 08:47 pmyeah so here's the breakdown
0-14: not really a trifled motherfucker
14-17: trans/nb in theory, cis in execution
18-20: just comfortable with being a cis guy, don't fix what ain't broken
20: oh shiiiiiiiiiit
that's right. round two. it's time to Become Transgender. harder than you'd think, buddy, with your 6 feet two inches of hairy beary goodness and general malaise and honest-to-goodness girlfriend who you're pretty sure is a one-in-a-million snag. maybe only one-in-a-hundred, but you'd really rather not go through another hundred. i'm not like, disgusted with being a guy. if anything, it's working out pretty well for me. it's just that what-if nagging at the back of my mind; "what if this is the reason you can't get motivated to improve your body". alternatively, there's its foe, " what if you transition and it doesn't fix anything, and you go from an overweight-yet-handsome guy to an overweight-and-ugly girl". "what if you blow up your life on a misled hunch, excusing for inherent problems by prescribing them to a recognizable name". i could be making a mistake by going through with this; i could be making a mistake every day i put it off.
0-14: not really a trifled motherfucker
14-17: trans/nb in theory, cis in execution
18-20: just comfortable with being a cis guy, don't fix what ain't broken
20: oh shiiiiiiiiiit
that's right. round two. it's time to Become Transgender. harder than you'd think, buddy, with your 6 feet two inches of hairy beary goodness and general malaise and honest-to-goodness girlfriend who you're pretty sure is a one-in-a-million snag. maybe only one-in-a-hundred, but you'd really rather not go through another hundred. i'm not like, disgusted with being a guy. if anything, it's working out pretty well for me. it's just that what-if nagging at the back of my mind; "what if this is the reason you can't get motivated to improve your body". alternatively, there's its foe, " what if you transition and it doesn't fix anything, and you go from an overweight-yet-handsome guy to an overweight-and-ugly girl". "what if you blow up your life on a misled hunch, excusing for inherent problems by prescribing them to a recognizable name". i could be making a mistake by going through with this; i could be making a mistake every day i put it off.